When It Goes, It Goes Far Away

When you are in the groove...the sleeping groove...you can just put your head down, and you are asleep in seconds and you are out all the way until your alarm goes off 7 or so hours later. When you are in the groove, you think, man, I really sleep well, I feel sorry for those people who can't. Why can't those other people just relax? 'cause I have no problem with this. I do this well. You go to bed, you fall asleep, you stay asleep, you wake up.

As if you are making some sort of decision about it.

And then you lose the groove. Sometimes you can't fall asleep. Other times you wake up early. Still other times you'll be awake in the middle of the night for a few hours. Confusion strikes. What is going on here? I'm tired, I'm resting, I should sleep. Can't sleep. Hmmmmm. Sometimes it's a tossy-turny thing, sometimes you are perfectly comfortable, but you are just awake. And you think, what am I doing differently? Why can't I cool off? These pillows suck! And they were expensive! 4 hours...3 hours...ackk!

And there is clearly nothing decision-like about it.